unfortunately, holiday has ended. and finally skl starts. how reluctant for me to go to skl. hur.. i want my holiday back. i still have not enjoy finish!... T.T

well, today was the first day of skl. some lesson got dismiss early. some, alr started lesson. mostly (more than half of my class, were O level student. they were tog for the last sem. as for us, our class got seperated! only left with the 9 of us including me. to join the other class for this sem to mix tog and form a class for now. haha! jo was totally not in the same lesson with us at all. not at all! even we had the same lesson, same course.. now it's totally not the same le loh.. sigh.. how sad.. hurhur.. even lecture we're not the same anymore! hurhur!

some of my classmates were china ppl. some O level and us, ITE.. O level students were definately younger than us by 4 yrs. china student, i donno. haha.. anyway can see some are friendly. some are quiet? not sure! haha! and some are IRRITATING!!! ACT SMART! HAO LIAN!! i hate that! got to notice one of this guy like that! kaoz! damn F sia... alwaz wanna act act act.. argh! *psst!

hmms.. came to tink of wat the past i've done during the hoildays.. chiong 2 series of drama! "pasta" and "devil beside you" ! haha.. been working for a month with jinting and get to know a fren, jane. =) did hse chores up and down.. went out, shopping.. attend raed's pop.. baking pizza and cookies at raed hse with raed's sis and mum.. going out with huilin and gang.. shop ard.. oh ya! and working with sip at expo too! almost forget this! haha... under antivirus! haha.. still got wat ah? cant remember.. hehes..

anyway it's PH tml! i'm going out to shop again! haha! i'm so crazy over shopping! hehes!

now dont enjoy, skl start no enjoy liao.. =p
ciaoz!

raed's POP! hurray! i love rainny days! muacks! =p
wat a "xiong" posting he had. haha! i'll gif u my best support, raed! =D
jia you! <3

had a day with huilin with our eyes "da kai yan jie?"! lols! supposed to mit her at 2 in town. in the end i was late again. get to mit her at 2.30 instead. hurhur.. was late cuz was busy with hse work mah.. tried to do it asap before i went out with task done! yeah! =p

mit her at far east. first thing i reach there, get my eyebrow trimmed by leelee.. hehe.. yeah! love her trimming best amount all and where ever i go.. hehes! after that went shopping ard with huilin to acc her look for kinds of shoes she likes. decided to go vivocity right after she brought her shoes.

reach vivo, it's freaking big sia! walk until both of our legs are pain and tired kays.. hur.. after walking for long, finally we found GV! we've been finding GV like hell loh. lols.. vivo is damn too big. and we've got hard time finding GV. lols. wats more, we're newbie there! wahahas! actually we've planned to catch the movie at 4.20pm "you, me and Dupree". but by the time we found GV, we were late. haha.. after some time of decision, we decided to watch at 6.50pm instead. and ask andelin and tiger to join along. haha.. while waiting for andelin and tiger to come, and oso for the movie, huilin and i decided to go shop, walk, play awhile. lols. took some pics.. after the whole day, huilin and i only get to shop only a level! lols! yah! A LEVEL! wat the... haha..

times up, we met andelin and tiger for the movie. after movie, had our dinner. yeah, thats the first meal for huilin and i for the day! i'm too over hungry. so in the end din eat much for dinner. but i ate lots of popcorns! too hungry!! *ROAR* a hungry women is a angry women! haha! =p

went to food republic to settle our dinner there. hahas! i like the ambience there! thats how old school they can be. haha! simply amire the place there. =)

after food, it's photo taking again! haha.. wat i can say is.. over there is a great nice place for couples in the night to watch stars, grp of nice fren there to ton tog and have great fun, nice place for taking pics.. all i'm talking is at the roof of the vivo! esp for it to be at night! it's reali nice! =D

*those edit pics were snatch from huilin =p*

last fri, was jinting and my last day of work. like no other days.. but juz eat eat eat and EAT!! i'm bloated everyday with food during work. lols. took some pics on the last day. get to know this cute girl at work through this one whole month. named, miss jane lim kai li. lols.. yeah.. full name. lols.. tink if she saw this, she'll fight with me.hahas! ok la.. she's quite a nice girl lah.. some one who i can disturb and play with during work when i was free. haha.. we alwaz use our mouth as weapon to fight with each other. hahas! after all we still treat each other not bad though we alwaz play fighting. haha.. she 1 yr younger than me and she's now TP third yr! me? one yr older than her, now den TP first yr! omg! pai seh.. haha.. anyway hope to see her in skl when there's chance. to mit her up and fight with her, can feel great. as long as the friendship stays.. =) *keep in touch!*

jinting today start skl le. haha. well, as for me will be next monday. T.T holiday ending soon. how sad. =( stressfull days of skl work is coming on the way to say hi to me le.. =( i want holiday! go away skl days! =(

recently close ones beside me have been going tour loh.. all go tour.. i so envy them.. i oso wanna go tour.. =(

ytd went to mary chia for my slimming package! lols! my this size still need to go slimming??! reali is LOL! whahas! =X
lols.. i made great mess there, at mary chia. cuz no one there. only me alone. as i tot it'll be some kinda fun and thrilling? but.. its boring loh! i'll still prefer facial, medicure, pedicure and etc.. than choosing slimming.. now i know how it feels of the process of getting rid of those fats in body. i don like it.. well, lets hope i don grow fat. so as to avoid those process? =X

inside suana loh.. so boring~! *sweating* =p

random pics.. haha.. trying to shout for help.. i'm burning =X

sat, raed and i went for movie. is movie now damn hot in SG??? everyone and everywhere ppl are talking cinemas! more and more cinemas have been build. more and more class. more and more big. wider and wider.. not long ago got cathey la.. after that now got vivocity! so fast! lots of couple going for movies to enjoy the ambience. lately oso not much nice movies, yet still alot ppl go cimema to enjoy those newly built cinemas. it's juz a threater there in the whole buliding. even shopping centres are not reali yet. i mean like not yet open. juz only the cinema there loh.. hur.. some more vivocity got many many class de loh.. lols.. the most class one is gold class.. liews.. that one is 30 bucks per head loh! omg! wonder when can i go in juz to try out the fun in there. haha! it's simply juz too cool. cant believe it's SG! lols!

sat, raed and i went cathey to watch world trade centre. not as nice as i tot la.. so so only loh.. -.- besides movie, we shop around dhoby gauht. =) and created some of our arts there. lols =X

duh.. here's our DIY art! nice? =p
took this while he was tattoo-ing the phone. hehes!

heard that jian ping was hospitalized. met an accident. and was lying in hospital now. luckily he's safe now. god bless! luckily juz minor injuries. and not broken hands and legs. and most importantly he's alive! phew! how glad! juz some operations needed and oso how luckily he isn't vegetable. bless! take care! =)

*yawnz* its another day doing nothing at work. whole day stay in office juz to online surf net. surf until i wanna rot le loh. zzz.. bored.. anyway this kinda job do nth oso good la. lols. the money easy to earn. haha. =X

everyday sit cab, mit those kind of weird weird of taxi driver is so scary.. so feel like alighting off immediately. some were those rackless drivers. like those kind can anytime kena accident de. so scary loh. can reali scare u off de loh. lols! den some is like wanna talk bad abt goverment and etc. those normiation alr pass for so long le still can dig out and say.. wth.. zzz.. nth to do, but juz entertain loh. dotx. hur.. den some like wat i meet today, is like, like to action loh.. show off loh.. abit those insane type one. telling me and show off how power his hand was. say how he fight with ppl la, how the ppl faint la, say if ppl wanna fight with him muz think carefully la, alwaz like to say ppl no brain la, say he very powerful la, say how he beat ppl la, thinking he ppl who kena beaten by him might die la, showing off to me how his powerful hand look like la, and all the wateva shit loh! dots! omg! WTH! rubbish man! some more alwaz like to horn ppl on street to disturb ppl. esp those bangala, women and those with "L" plate driver! he like to make ppl go accident. how terrible crazy he is! so sineful! waiting for god to punish him! hmph! this is one of the most terrible taxi driver i ever meet! *psst*


to be update, this week will be my last week of work le. this coming fri will be my last day le loh. after a week, skl will starts. (T.T) sigh.. holiday is ending soon =(
wish to work longer. so can earn more. but doesn't seem like i can work longer loh. cuz we only work for 1 mth nia mah.. sigh.. too bad loh, cant earn extra le. hur.. tink i can juz slack for this 1 week and prepare skl starts =(





raed, i tink you'll enjoy this. haha! =X

went to watch movie on sat. tog with sis (raed sis) lols.. not petrina hor. lols =X

we watched .... ....

ok loh.. the show.. not very funny oso. juz only that the baby very cute. spend the money juz to watch the cutie baby? lols. hur.. spent the whole weekend at home tog with raed. hur.. save money? don wanna go out? poor? haha.. acutally oso ok la.. if not go out oso very haze.. see the weather lidat oso no mood to go out. hur..

fri was mooncake festival. after doing petrina sis thingy, went to temple, go home bath till clean clean den raed's dad come pick me up. we (raed's parents and sis and i).. we went to chinatown. shop, eat, walk walk, see lantern.. and the haze was bad.. PSI:150...

bad haze while we are at chinatown..

took a round to little india to see "lantern".. as they are going to start their depavali (wrong spelling?) soon.

raed preparing his stuff to go back to camp =p

a rose from a guy in town =) nice flower. nice smell. in the end, my flower was kena attack by kathy =(

a treat from raed to anderson ice cream to enjoy the couple fondue. thks raed! he knows i like! =D

raed brought me all these laneige stuff! like it so so MUCH!!! i've been longing for all this for so long! thks raed! ur there goes ur empty wallet =X he knows me best! know wat i like, wat i wants! =p

enjoying our stuff during work! mine is the whole in brown! yay! chocolate cake from emicakes! =p

bad working enviroment! lols! anyway that was the past. was a temp working place. now, i'm back to a normal office place =p

yay! yay! our way to marina sq! =p which car park is that? marina? =@

*huggies*

don stranggle me~

wing wing extra! lols.. come in oso don wanna see camera.. extra.. lols =p wing wing so kay po.. = /

jie jie has gone le. acc her the last path. to mandai, to see her the last time give her the flower she loved most and pray for her. and end the whole ceremony. everyone was so upset. elders cannot see. everyone cried like hell. some of jie jie's fren came too. oh ya, did i mention she's a teacher? ya? all the teachers came. she a very telented girl. she's smart, capable in everything. nothing can be impossible for her. she's reali a telented girl. she has eveything she got. she has everything she wants. be it carrer, studies, modeling, bf, accessories. anything. she can juz had it all. she had looks, figures, mouth talent. lols.. mouth talents means she's real smart in talking.. even all kinds of language she oso know. aiya, anyway she's juz PERFECT! she's a teacher, a model, SIA want her, she don want SIA. lols. and she's rich too! haha! but juz too bad. thats her life. everyone was reali damn upset. esp her parents, her bro, great grandma and my papa. my papa is her closest kin among anyone. juz only my dad. my dad is her only reali close close close -CLOSEST- kin. no one can exceed. so papa zui she bu de ta de. sigh.. oso first time heard grandpa cried. even my papa oso nv see grandpa cry before. father got stuned. hur! sigh.. everyone was reali so upset. me and sip cried badly too. sigh.. no one can juz accept the truth. it's like having a nightmare. how i wish it's juz a nightmare. after wake up, everything can be back to normal. but we've gotta be realistic no matter wat. wat is gone, is gone. shall let bygones be bygones. wat i can say is, petrina sis is always in our heart. we alwaz love you! and we'll miss you! good bye sis! we love you! take care where ever u go k.. juz go to the place where u like. be urself and be happy. take care! miss you lots! <3

oh ya, on the 2nd of death den get to know that petrina sis went to change her name herself. right after 1mth plus of changing name, she was dead. sigh.. no one knows she changed her name. no body knows. till we went to register her death, den her parents den realise petrina sis had change her name, petrina chen yi xin into sherlyn chen yun xin. if i'm not wrong la... sigh.. so pity.. she's only 25. her life juz ended lidat. how sad. anyway, we believe that the hse is haunted. juz right before anything is going to happy to our big family, sometime is alr amiss. sigh.. donno how to say.. guess i shall stop here. =)

*we don dare to go to the hse anymore. lols! they wanna move hse le. hur.. lets hope it'll be a better hse.. a peaceful hse.. and lets put those bad memories behind. =) jia you! =D*

lols.. oh ya, not forgetting, friday, 061006, today, we meet a siao lang (mad ppl).. wannna attack us. omg! we got scared! lols! esp sip! lols.. we had lotsa laughter. non stop combo laughter. lols. joke of the day sia. lols. *HAPPENING LUNCH WE HAD!* right? cia? sip? lest? lols!! wahahas! =p

oh ya ya!! lols! almost missed out... the day before she left us, i saw her on the previous day in the evening. and that was the last time i last saw her. how lucky for me to see her the last time in real life before she left. sigh.. how sad. and i'll nv forget that my last word to her while she's alive, from me is, take care! not bye bye! sigh! hope this word from me is a blessed one. take care alwaz!

as for mummy, u don be too upset k.. cuz no one will expect wat will happen next or going to happen de k... everything is going to be fine! =)

today, the second day after the death (051006).. on the second day, after work, i meet bro. went to fiona aunt hse tog. to meet fiona aunt and husband to go to the casket at toa payoh. reach there, our ppl only we 4 nia. the rest no ppl come. only a few of petrina's aunt. finally saw petrina's parents! they were there crying in great pain. consoling petrina's mum. my so called "gu po".. fiona aunt, me and bro was there trying to console her. sigh.. seeing her lidat. i oso heart ache. sigh.. den she hold gu po was holding onto sis's hp. showing us. i see the phone, reminds me of the previous night. i was holding on to the phone and died with the phone flipped on. sigh.. meanwhile i the pass memories of me and her came flashing in my mind. tears roll down my cheeks. sigh.. i was there crying so upset. fiona aunt consoled me. sigh.. not long, my parents, grandma and alicia came. mum came late cuz she was working. dad and grandma came late cuz they whole full day was busy with petrina's funeral and etc.. looking after the family and everything. and they were tired too. haiz.. everyone there cried badly for her. everyone was so upset. and cried terriblely. and tat was my first time to see my dad crying.. and was crying that badly. sigh.. so upset. i hug my dad and cried tog. and trying to ask him not to be so upset. bro cried and tell me tat "papa she bu de jie jie".. sigh.. bro oso came and cried and ask dad not to cried and we 3 hug and cried tog. sigh.. so sad. after seeing jie jie and setting everything, everyone was tired. and we headed back home. dad reali cant drive. he reali cannot take it liao. over restless! and feeling too down either. he cant drive. so i had to drvie to sent them all back home tog. bro din dare to drive. he scare he no confident. zzz.. went back home, still don quite dare to slp. but at least was better than the previous night. force myself to sleep and blast myself with LOUD music. hur.. tink maybe is after seeing her with makeup on, wonderful clothing she had, knowing she's peaceful now at the moment, my heart oso fang xin duo le. and den i'll be able to sleep better than the previous night. cuz previous night saw her lidat, i sui bu xia. sigh..

last night was one of my most memorable night in my whole life. petrina jie jie has passed away. that was the last time i saw her. lying on the floor in her room breathless. when i reach her hse, she's alr there, lying on the floor with the body changing of colur into purple-ish with white spot all over. as can see, it's obvoiusly the blood has alr stop flowing. guess she muz have alr gone after an hr i saw her. she's lying on the floor, with a rope beside. a stool and a cupboard open beside her. she's there lying on floor with her ear piece and her flip handphone being flipped on. and lastly not forgetting her nail colour was painted in dark purple red in colour on both hands and leg.

(back to the initial states when no one is aware on wat's happening on petrina) as usual, i headed to grandma hse for dinner. and went back home at ard 10.34pm. reach home, after cleaning up myself back to bed was abt 11.13pm. before i went to bed, went to mum and talk to her as she's not feeling well. before i end the conversation with my mum, dad's phone rang. i went to see, was a call from auntie yeo's hse. (aka petrina sis's hse) .. i quickly wake dad up from his bed and make him answer the call. dad woke up in suddent that kevin kor (petrina's bro) was on the phone telling dad that petrina sis wanna commit sucide. dad rush out from hse and went over to take a look. as both petrina and kevin's parents were not in singapore. so dad had that responsibility. not knowing much, mum bro and i continued doing our own staff. as this kinda calls from their hse isn't rare anymore.

went to bed for my good night sleep at ard 11.09pm. my phone rang juz right before i dose off. was a call from dad. had no choice but juz pick. by right don feel like picking up. cuz i wanted to slp. but in my heart was like thinking, better juz pick wat if smth serious happen. so i pick. dad ask me to return call back to him. and ask mum to answer. after doing wat i was asked to do, i went back to bed. juz right before i enter my bedroom. heard mum shouting.. "huh?! die liao ah? reali die liao ah? reali die liao ah? faster save her la! faster now sent her to hospital la! still wait for wat? huh? wat?! alr die liao ah? cannot save anymore liao ah? ambulance came too late? huh?!" wat the hell! bro and i had a great shock! our heart is like dropped down de feeling.. is like wat the F! cannot accept the truth and stare into each others eyes. wth!

we (mum, bro and i) quickly stop wat the shit we doing. and chiong all the way to their hse. reach there, from first floor can heard great grandmother crying.. den was like wtf loh! cannot accept the truth! went up to sis's room, alr saw her lying on the floor and etc.. police were here. ambulance were here too. after the ambulance ppl had cfm she's cant be rescue anymore, they went off le. for then, only left police there. not long, those investicator and etc ppl come. come and examine the scene. the place spot check, took pic and etc.. sigh.. not long, under taker came. carry sis away. the police and every ppl has gone. only left kevin kor, great grandma, dad, mum, fiona aunt and husband ( they came later), grandparents ( they came later too), bro and me. and of cuz the maid and the dog. the whole hse is like became so cold. so weird. after tat we got a little goosebum. hur.. den we faster went home. mum, dad, grandpa, bro and i went home. fiona aunt and husband took cab home. left grandma. she stay there to look after great grandma. cuz she's losing out of control. she's too old. so we have to look after her. the whole hse is in chaotic! right after she die, whole hse is in chaotic! sigh..

today, the second day. i went to work. will rush off right after work. to see who i want and will i meet to go down to the casket there at toa payoh.. (to be continue)...

last din dare to slp. saw her lying on the floor dead in tat kinda colour, position, and ect.. the scene and everything. is so scary.. the moment juz i close my eyes, i had her image in front of me. the whole scene. very scare. i reali don dare to slp. but i tell myself i reali have to slp. cuz if nv slp, i cant work and had my day.. den no choice. i go tell mummy i cant slp. den mummy ask me to go her room slp. cuz she oso cant slp. lols! so we slp tog last night. morning, wake up go work. so tired. not enough slp. sigh..

too boring during work. get to found this online in you tube. lols.. whole day at office do nth. online till i rot liao. hur! even my pasta oso finish watching liao. only waiting for next eps to be uploaded. *bored*!!

feeling kinda weird. nth to do. so decided to so some blogging.. know wat? it's 11.50am now. going to have lunch time soon. yet from 8.30am until now. where i've juz reach office, i've been doing nth until now! lols! feeling is so weird. lols. so slack. lols. they hire me to come here sit down, enjoy air con and surf net? lols.. whahas.. =p

well well.. for this past few days was busying working loh. not only working, at the same time oso busy enjoying watch "pasta" during work! steady hor.. lols.. everyday the same. watch and watch. haha.. *enjoying*.. lols! as for the weekends, of cuz was spending it with raed lo. haha.. sat, went shopping at marina sq (marina sq having sales! and even midnight slaes too! taka too having mid night sales! lols.. but too bad, i had that a miss. cuz raed and i wanna go home. hur..) but anyway i brought myself a bag! and raed brought himself a jeans after good discounts! haha! and ard the evening, went hougang mall to look for peter for a hair cut! yes! i went for another hair cut again! lols! the last time i cut my hair was abt 1 mth ago? lols.. cuz don reali like the hair i initally cut. so went for peter's cut will be better. haha.. i alwaz like him cut. as i'm alwaz very satisfied with his work! hehe. as for our sunday, stayed at raed hse for the whole day. and baked cookies again! haha.. i baked triple choco cookies. where sis baked ginger breadman! haha.. after baking, everyone carried a container back. lols.. sis and i bring to work. raed bring to camp. raed's mum put it at home to enjoy and raed's dad bring to work? lols.. all the way till evening, all of us prepare oursleves and ready to go out. to bring raed to camp, me to home, sis back to her home. hur hur.. and of cuz not lefting out gaming for our weekends! haha.. i played till i fall asleep beside sis. lols.. there i go.. gotta stop her and go for my lunch le. ciaoz!